You know, it’s an interesting mental place cancer puts you in. On the one hand, when things are going well, you wish you could just forget about the lurking menace, but you never can…quite. And if you do manage to put it out of your mind, at some point it creeps back in and you wonder if it got ahold of you again when you weren’t vigilant and trying your best mind control on it. (I’m a big believer in superhero-like mind control!) I know that sounds ridiculous, but I feel that way sometimes. It’s kind of exhausting, and a bit demoralizing.